HIS NAME IS PENISILIVENIA MORONI VAEA

                                                            MY MIRACLE BABY

THERE HE IS EVERYBODY MY BABY #4 BORN JULY 28 2012 10:30AM 7LBS 10OZ AND PERFECT AS CAN BE. WELL SO I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST POSTED ON THIS BLOG BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD START UP AND CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED SINCE I LAST POSTED AND NOW!! SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW THE STORY BEHIND THIS LETS JUST SAY LISTENING TO MY OWN INSTINCT WAS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE BESIDES MAKING THE CHOICE TO BE SEALED WITH MY LITTLE FAMILY FOR ALL ETERNITY:) MY FIRST OBGYN THAT I WENT TO FOR THIS BABY NUMBER HAD CONFIRMED THAT I WAS PREGNANT AND THAT I WAS AT LEAST 3MONTHS INTO MY PREGNANCY SO SHE DECIDED TO DO AN ULTRASOUND AND IT TOOK HER A WHILE TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT WEATHER OR NOT SHE SEES BABY OR NOT OR THE HEART BEAT OR WHAT NOT SO SHE SAID "SOPHIA I THINK YOUR A LIL EARLY THAN I THOUGHT BECAUSE I CANT SEE ANYTHING SO LETS CHECK UP AGAIN IN ANOTHER 2WEEKS" I REPLIED OKAY SOUNDS GOOD!!
2WEEKS CAME AROUND AND THAT SAME WEEKEND I HAD PLANNED TO GO TO CALIFORNIA FOR NEW YEARS WITH THE FAMILY AND BEFORE WE LEFT I HAD MY ULTRASOUND CHECK UP WITH MY DOCTOR AND AGAIN I WAS LAYING THERE WAITING FOR HER TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME  WHICH SEEMED LIKE THE LONGEST 6MINUTES OF LIFE.....SHE THAN SAYS TO ME AFTER PUTTING THE EQUIPMENT AWAY "SOPHIA I'M SORRY IT LOOKS LIKE YOU HAD SOME KIND OF MISCARRIAGE BECAUSE ALL I SEE IS AN EMPTY SAC WITH NO BABY" AS SHE WAS TALKING IT WAS IF I HAD WENT DEAF AND JUST STARTED TO CRY!!! I COULDN'T BARE TO HEAR ABOUT A MISCARRIAGE OR THIS PAST THREE MONTHS I DIDN'T HAVE A BABY IN MY BELLY BUT AN EMPTY SAC:'( ALL OF A SUDDEN MY MY OBGYN AT THE TIME HAD GIVEN ME A PRESCRIPTION THAT I HAD TO TAKE TO MAKE MY SAC DROP, BEING THAT SHE KNEW I WAS LEAVING FOR CALIFORNIA SHE SAID I CAN DO IT WHEN I GET BACK FROM CALIFORNIA BECAUSE IT MAKES ME CRAMP FROM THE SAC DROPPING... I GRABBED MY THINGS AND STARTED HEADING TO MY CAR DIALING MY HUSBANDS NUMBER AND CRYING AS IF I HAD ALREADY KNEW THE BABY IN ME, ITS WEIRD AND HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT THAT FAR ALONG IN PREGNANCY THE FEELING WAS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME TO BARE!! SO THAT SAME DAY I THOUGHT TO MYSELF IF I GO TO CALIFORNIA IT WILL GET THINGS OFF MY MIND AND HELP ME MOVE ON.
MY HOME WARD IN CALIFORNIA HAD A DANCE GOING ON THAT SAME WEEKEND WE GOT TO CALIFORNIA AND THE FIRST THING I HEAR IS CONGRATS ON BABY#4 AND THAN SOME STARTS TO RUB BELLY AND BOOM I WAS BACK INTO DEPRESSION MODE I DIDN'T WANNA BE ANYWHERE BUT HOME SO I LEFT WENT HOME COUNTED DOWN FOR NEW YEARS WITH MY DAD AND MOM AND KIDS AND MY DAD CALLS ME AND SAID "FIA YOU SURE THERE'S NO BABY? MAYBE YOU SHOULD GET A SECOND OPINION" I SAID "YES I'M SURE SHE EVEN SHOWED ME AND I SAW NOTHING" SO THAN HE ASKED IF IT WAS OKAY HE GAVE ME A BLESSING AND I STARTED TO TEAR UP JUST BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I NEEDED ONE AND THAT A WORTHY PRIESTHOOD SPECIALLY MY OWN DAD KNOWS WHEN ITS NEEDED NOT ONLY FOR COMFORT BUT FOR UNDERSTANDING AS WELL AND I'M TRULY BLESSED TO STILL BE ABLE TO HAVE A FATHERS BLESSING.
IT WAS TIME FOR US TO HEAD BACK HOME TO UTAH AND THAT WAS THE LAST THING I WANTED BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN I GO BACK I'M GOING TO GO THROUGH THIS HOLE THING WITH MAKING THE SAC THAT THE BABY WAS SUPPOSE TO BE IN DROP AND OF COURSE IT WASN'T GOING TO BE EASY. ON OUR LONG DRIVE HOME I HAD GOTTEN SICK THAT MY POOR HUSBAND HAD TO TRY AND STAY AWAKE DRIVING AND MY BROTHER AND HIS WIFE PULLED OVER A MILLION TIMES WITH US TO MAKE SURE I WAS OKAY!! THE FIRST THING WHEN WE GOT TO UTAH WAS DROP MY KIDS TO MY BROTHERS HOUSE AND HE TOOK ME TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM AT THE UNIVERSITY GOT CHECKED IN AND TOLD THEM ABOUT ALL THE INFORMATION ABOUT HOW I WAS SUPPOSE TO MAKE THE SAC DROP WITH THE MEDS THAT MY OB HAD GIVEN ME BUT I DIDN'T DO IT YET I JUST GOT BACK INTO TOWN FROM CALIFORNIA. THE DOCS HAD TOLD ME IT COULD BE AN INFECTION FROM THE SAC BEING IN TOO LONG WITH NO BABY BUT  THEY WILL GO AHEAD AND DO A SPECIAL ULTRASOUND TO SEE WHATS GOING ON. HOURS LATER I'M IN THIS BIG ROOM WITH BIG TV'S AND A HIGH TECH ULTRA SOUND AND WITH IN MINUTES OF LOOKING AND CHECKING MY BELLY DOC TELLS ME "LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE A BABY THAT'S STILL ALIVE AND HE IS GROWING AND BABY'S HEART IS STRONG AND HEALTHY" THAT WAS MUSIC TO MY EARS AND MADE ME THE HAPPIEST MOMMA ALIVE THAT DAY!!! I TOLD MY SELF UNDER MY BREATH "I KNEW YOU WERE IN THERE CAUSE I FELT YOU ALL ALONG" THAT'S PROBABLY WHY IT WAS SO HARD FOR ME BECAUSE I FELT BABY MOVING AND DEEP DOWN INSIDE I KNOW THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG I JUST DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT IT BEING THAT I NEVER HAD A MISCARRIAGE BEFORE BUT IF ANYTHING I AM SO BLESSED AND HAPPY THAT I WENT TO CALI WHEN I DID AND GOT SICK WHEN I DID ON THE WAY HOME BECAUSE IF I DIDN'T I THINK I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD MY PENI BOY!!! WE NAMES HIM AFTER HIS UNCLE MY HUSBANDS BROTHER AND NAMED HIS MIDDLE NAME MORONI FROM THE SCRIPTURES!!! MY BABY BOY WE LOVE YOU